I've got to face reality.

The truth is right infront of me but i still dont wanna accept it.

Others can have their happiness,why cant I.

God your being unfair to me.

You gave me everything but you never gave me that something.

That most important thing.

I can give you back my everything but just give me what i really want.

I dont care if it will only last for a week or two.

give me it.

Everytime im alone i start thinking what went wrong.

Then i'll tell myself"its her very that pretty face and that everything that had attracted her".

It was fate that i was nothing.

Not even a friend but just a stranger.

Maybe i should just brainwash myself.

So that i'll forget everything and start a fresh.

Theres no such things as happy ending anymore

but

just crashed up relationships.

-olivia